The time has arrived to honor the spirits. I don't know if I believe in an afterlife exactly. Whatever there is remains a mystery. But the living I believe in, and we do what we must to remember, to grieve, to travel through our days with love forever in our luggage. For sure, there's the …
Continue reading The veil thins. The portal opens. The way unlocks.
My favorite month has come round again. I wish I lived somewhere cool, where October meant wearing a sweater, maybe even boots. Alas, it still reached into the 90s this weekend. On a walk this evening, I spotted this witch (photo above) leaning against the wall of a house. I'm not a huge fan of …
Photographing a framed painting is challenging. Ideally, I'd take the painting out of the frame and photograph it directly from above. But this painting was done on cheap school paper. My mom painted it in high school in the very early 60s. My grandmother had it matted and framed in the early 80s, and she …
Have you heard of the app WeCroak? I haven't signed up for it, but it sends you messages at random times throughout the day reminding you that you will die. The idea "is inspired by a Bhutanese folk saying: to be a happy person, one must contemplate death five times daily." Do you think that's …
the sky reflected in the lake I suppose I have been in the doldrums for a while. Like Milo in The Phantom Tollbooth (a book I love), I'm trying to think (think really hard) my way out of it. Fingers crossed. That said, any thoughts will not do. I've been thinking about how I don't …
Sometimes you know when it's the last time. You walk through an apartment before turning in the keys. You wave to a teacher before going to pick up a graduation gown. You empty a desk before walking out the office door. There are those moments when you might say, "This is it. I will not …
I don't remember when I started to talk about death. Mom and I used to talk about it--what we thought happened afterwards in particular. In my early teens, Mom, her college classmates, and their professor spent the night in a cemetery with recording equipment and cameras with infrared film. Later, Mom's boyfriend (who had been …
Continue reading A Possibly Morbid Post (that I needed to write anyway)
Back in college, I fell into something of a bad habit--obsessively talking badly about a particular person. To be clear, he deserved everything I said about him. But perhaps my friends grew weary of hearing my rants again and again. Okay, they definitely did. And also, rehashing the unfortunate relationship wasn't a good path to …
Above is my art. I'm not skilled at drawing realistic animals. I'd like to be, and maybe I can figure out how to work some classes into my life, or at least some YouTube videos. Then I could draw better foxes, rabbits, and dragons. Please accept my poor rendering of a fox. The sort of …
Across the street from me is a group of houses, and on the roof of one of these houses is a pipe and some wires. The wires must be running the electricity to the house and the pipe is, I don't even know. Laundry room vent? Whatever. The point is, after these houses were built, …
